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so its 9 degrees but feels like -5! oh joy and today i am in uniform but i can't complain much cause we are in ABU's the new BDU's. but still its going to be beyond freezing! ahhhhhh like its so cold now that it won't snow it will just freeze.

anywho i am back in college and its going okay. i miss all you very much and all my friends and family and tony! seriously get web cams up so i can talk to everyone!!!! i talked to tony for like an hour the other night and that was good but still hard, we are now doing the same devotional everyday so that helps a little as well!!!

everyone here has gotten wind of me moving back after this semester and everyone is tripping out! they are think its cause of tony and while that may be a factor to why i want to go back it is not even close to the main reasons why i am!!!! the biggest reason i am is cause its going to be over 20,000 dollars cheaper and a lot less stressful (and cold) there!

just annoying that no one will let me explain or come to me first and ask me but instead they ask everyone else!!!!

i am coming home on the 12th! or at like 12:30 am on the 13th, i am very very very very excited but not verry excited about having to pay for the ticket, its going to be about 400 and i don't think my dad will help me pay for it at all! grrr. so now i need a job which i can't really have cause rotc is going to be taking up so much of my time!!!! just annoying and then my brother and mom are flipping out cause i want to quit but i'm not going to do it back home so why would i wake up at 5 two times a week and stress myself out over everything (18 credit hours plus 2 pt sessions a week, a job, church, friends, family) if i am just going to quit at the semester! grrrrrr

okay enough complaining!

I LOVE YOU ALL!